Relax and the flower blossoms by itself.

Someone is running for power, other needs respect. One is seeking peace, other needs Love. Someone is in hurry & other is impatient. Most of them wants to prove themselves. This has to be remembered that it can happen right now, if the search is stopped. In this very moment one has everything. If one is not happy with what he has, there is no guarantee for future also. Future is made from this moment only. Who knows it will happen in future or not. One has been looking outside and still not found. Only anxiety, fear, nervousness has been achieved. But the very moment the search is stopped and one turns within, it is there. It knocks softly. It has never been an object but was hidden as a subject. If one can not Love himself, can not Love neighbor also.

Either you understand this or miss it.

I CAN NOT MEDITATE

One day during meditation something started flowering. Sitting outside at my deck looking at deers playing, leaves falling, grass growing, sun shining . There was no effort with all of these. I can not meditate. The more effort i make I can not meditate. I can never meditate, i have no idea of meditation. The I does not accept meditation. I is more intrested in struggle not peace. The very idea of I is the barrier in meditation. I has no intrest in meditation. Meditation is the other side of I. I has to disappear in meditation. I(ego) melts in meditation. In love, death, meditation there is no I(ego). Meditation is more about compassion, relaxation, flowering and I is intrested in name, power, respect.

I HAVE NO IDEA OF MEDITATION.